i'm just fine until i have to spend time around him. or i see pictures of him and his best friend/ex girlfriend, who he still has feelings for, together newly posted on facebook, and comments like, "who's the hunk" written on her facebook page. and then i just feel completely off balance and bitter and used. it might not be so bad if he actually cared, or ever liked me, or felt remorse? i don't know. this drives me crazy. i just want it to go away.